today i read in the paper that the latest spm graduates and onwards, those who received 9As and above will be getting scholarships from government. internationally and locally.

i'm happy for those people, really, that's good for them, but i do find this is really unfair.

it is so true what people say that living is a bit luckier when the government had their election. my sister received money for getting 8As for PMR last year. I didnt even get any when i got 8 As 4 years ago. And now this. scholarships. wow.

it made me sad because if i had taken my SPM a year later and had the same result i had, i wouldn't have to struggle to get 3.5 for my CGPA so i can apply for scholarship. I also don't have to worry when my CGPA only reached 3.3 and contemplate whether taking PTPTN in the near future is good for me, even though i know very well the consequences of doing so, because i already have scholarship from the government.

but since i wasnt lucky enough to be born a year later, and i wasnt lucky enough to have taken my SPM a year later than i had done, and i wasnt lucky enough to have the election happening in the year i did my exam, i still have to worry about the big amount of money i still need to pursue my degree this july.

the government shouldn't have done this. if they are thinking of doing something good for us people, they have to do it consistently. and i dont care what shit the government might answer to this, i know they sucks. i already know this for years, but now they have really pushed my hatred towards them a level up.

anyway, on a happier note, i have done my own Disney's My weekend. 


 

just finished baking and couldnt sleep. surfed to onemanga and read bleach and reborn.

what the heck? hisagi is super old! =.= he's even older than byakuya. this kinda make rukia's crush on him looks something like a pedo love or something. if it was the other way around.

80''s smile in Target 189 made me sad. =[ i know he's just trying not to worry the others but it's like something bad's gonna happen to him.  which by all laws of manga plot, i am sure it will happen. 

enough of my manga ranting. anyone wants chocolate chip cookies?

btw. i so want to watch tokyo ghost trip. kiriyama! ♥

-going back to nilai tomorrow for another 24 hours per week of pure arabic. i'd probably going to install arabic soon on the laptop. 
-finished burger shop, sally salon and is 5 levels away from completing wedding dash. when you're bored and have nothing to do on weekday nights with limited speed of internet, play computer games. it wont do you any good, but it's better than to roll on the bed and stare at the bed above you.