HELLOOO EVERYONEE!! =DDD

darn..it's been so long since i last updated my blog. a lot of things have happened, obviously. (even LJ changed the rich text menu!) university life's killing me. i never thought things that i've learnt in foundation, felt so useless here.

had my exams for the past two weeks, and had a breakdown too. it started during the contract test--a subject which i had confidence in--which was so difficult to answer. it came like a shock that i did so terribly on the paper that the next few days i couldn't focus on studying and became, what is popularly known as, a blur case. then because i was so blur in class, i felt dumb and it led me to my dark place.

fortunately, i am now back out of that dark place. went to see the gombak's mock trial on wednesday and god it was dreading to watch. i only managed to stay until the end because my friend acted in it, but if it wasnt for her, i would have walked away during the show like half of the audiences. on thursay, met the Nilai people who came to watch the mock trial, and felt happy seeing my twin and my bunch of friends.

yesterday, came back home for the mid-sem break and went out to see Avril's concert with Mira. It was amazing despite the short performance. it was cool seeing her live. she looks so small and cute on the stage with her playing her pink guitars, baby grand piano and the drums. slept over at Mira's and came back home today.

tomorrow, hopefully, the family's plan to go to Sunway will come true. but i'm not going to put a 100% hope on it because of the family's habit to cancel everything out last minute.

have quite many things to do this short break:
1. revise contract and tort laws
2. upload Music Makers vids and pics for JY
3. downloads~
4. the fanfics!
5. and somehow, try to relax and enjoy myself. haha.

tomorrow's the country's independence day. Happy 51st Merdeka Malaysia!!

there was a time before when i couldnt even finish rm5 per day back at school. and by the end of the week, i'd have around rm20 saved from my daily pocket money.

but now, trying to survive on rm50 a week alone is killing me like hell. there's money for foods, drinks, and mostly photocopying and printing of notes and assignments. it can never be done. >.<

i tried, and i ended up with only rm 3 in my wallet, and it's not the weekend yet. oh god i am so dead. thank god for maggi to keep the stomach full.

not that i dont have money in the bank or anything, but i've noticed a lot of money had flown away the past weeks i've been here, and it's rather scary. so i tried to cut down rm50 limit for a week, and it's not working.

university is a blood sucking place.

oh, and even now that i'm in an international university, being hit by a foreigner yesterday night still scares me. there is something eerie about outsiders trying to flirt with you...it's just.....weird....

at campus in my room right now. supposedly was doing my UNGS assignment, but lost the momentum when mira came and used the laptop to do her assignment.

anyway, muet result came in. and i got...

band 5. 

which is not really that surprising.cuz band 6 is so totally out of my league, and well, band 4 could be the result, but i already had a dream about getting band 4, which kinda meant that i wont be getting that in real life. well, that's what i believe...

and so, band 5 is not so surprising for my so-so level of english.

yeah...and i should be going to sleep now. class at 9 and everyone knows how boring and sleepy law classes can be....

yesterday i  told akenosama about the things you do for love. and today, i realized, i love my PC and laptop a lot. you see, i spend a large number of hours on the PC and laptop, either surfing the net or writing, or photoshop-ing and etc. then when i feel something is not right with the PC and/or laptop, i'll do all kinds of clean up to make sure my PC and laptop are in very good conditions. even sacrificing my sleep just to get through hours of online scanning programs.

but somehow, maintaining this every other month, is getting kinda tiring. if it's only the laptop, i'll understand since it's MINE. but the PC is a family property and i'm the only one doing the work just because i understand the PC better than anyone else in the family. and i repeat, it's getting tiring. =.=

and now something is wrong with the internet connection and i dont know what is it. called up streamyx and they said it's my splitter. i changed it, and the same thing keeps happening. i'm not even that computer savvy to begin with, so i'm at my wits. 

at times like this, i wish i had a brother who knows what to do. i have a cousin with the description that i want, but he's out of reach. and now i'm making pointless post because i have no idea what i should do and it's driving me nuts. 

ARGH! *headdesk*

i didnt do anything productive today, but i did find this.



when i was living in the States, I woke up every morning watching Alvin and the Chipmunks the cartoon and The Lulu Show. Loved these shows. The clip is from my fav movie of the Chipmunks; Alvin and the Chipmunks meet the Wolfman, and the song and lyrics are just love~

Miss the old times...sigh..

been busy the past..um 5 days, i guess?

on friday, slept over at Aliah's house since her sister's wedding is on saturday and I was helping out. All her relatives,and her own brothers were confused when they saw me and mistook me as Aliah.

on saturday, the wedding day. Became the 'bunga telur girl' which really means the girls who pass out gift bags to the visitors while they eat. It was tiring, and my feet hurt like hell. Came back home by ERL and it was my first time riding it. I have finally managed to ride on all the public transportations in malaysia.





on sunday, baked two cakes. one cake, carrot walnut cake, for my father for father's day, and a chocolate cake for my sister (since she doesnt eat the first cake, and demanded a cake of her own) for good luck wishes on her drama competition camp that starts today.




on monday, yesterday, went out with Dira and Najihah to the Curve. We watched The Icredible Hulk (the cameo appearance of one Mr. Stark, was really surprising) and toured around IKEA, since I wanted ideas to design the new house.

on tuesday, today, I have finally completed my fanart! It took a few days and countless hours. It's for my fanfiction in ff.net and i've finally finished this one. 


 tomorrow...i have not yet decided what I want to do to fill up the time. =.=
  

 

am watching change now. it's actually a drama that does make my heart go 'doki doki'.

am not a big fan of KimuTaku, but the drama is actually good. 

this is the only time i'd be interested in politics. haha.

today i read in the paper that the latest spm graduates and onwards, those who received 9As and above will be getting scholarships from government. internationally and locally.

i'm happy for those people, really, that's good for them, but i do find this is really unfair.

it is so true what people say that living is a bit luckier when the government had their election. my sister received money for getting 8As for PMR last year. I didnt even get any when i got 8 As 4 years ago. And now this. scholarships. wow.

it made me sad because if i had taken my SPM a year later and had the same result i had, i wouldn't have to struggle to get 3.5 for my CGPA so i can apply for scholarship. I also don't have to worry when my CGPA only reached 3.3 and contemplate whether taking PTPTN in the near future is good for me, even though i know very well the consequences of doing so, because i already have scholarship from the government.

but since i wasnt lucky enough to be born a year later, and i wasnt lucky enough to have taken my SPM a year later than i had done, and i wasnt lucky enough to have the election happening in the year i did my exam, i still have to worry about the big amount of money i still need to pursue my degree this july.

the government shouldn't have done this. if they are thinking of doing something good for us people, they have to do it consistently. and i dont care what shit the government might answer to this, i know they sucks. i already know this for years, but now they have really pushed my hatred towards them a level up.

anyway, on a happier note, i have done my own Disney's My weekend. 


 

this week has been really tiring on me.


i want my dose of funny, crack stuffs. T_T