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Ra
17 June 2008 @ 10:37 pm
 
been busy the past..um 5 days, i guess?

on friday, slept over at Aliah's house since her sister's wedding is on saturday and I was helping out. All her relatives,and her own brothers were confused when they saw me and mistook me as Aliah.

on saturday, the wedding day. Became the 'bunga telur girl' which really means the girls who pass out gift bags to the visitors while they eat. It was tiring, and my feet hurt like hell. Came back home by ERL and it was my first time riding it. I have finally managed to ride on all the public transportations in malaysia.





on sunday, baked two cakes. one cake, carrot walnut cake, for my father for father's day, and a chocolate cake for my sister (since she doesnt eat the first cake, and demanded a cake of her own) for good luck wishes on her drama competition camp that starts today.




on monday, yesterday, went out with Dira and Najihah to the Curve. We watched The Icredible Hulk (the cameo appearance of one Mr. Stark, was really surprising) and toured around IKEA, since I wanted ideas to design the new house.

on tuesday, today, I have finally completed my fanart! It took a few days and countless hours. It's for my fanfiction in ff.net and i've finally finished this one. 


 tomorrow...i have not yet decided what I want to do to fill up the time. =.=
  
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Feelin': accomplished
 
 
Ra
25 May 2008 @ 10:47 pm
my weekend version 2  
went on a weekend holiday with family. i just came back. too tired to write out the whole story, i will soon. going back to campus first thing in the morning tomorrow.

where did i go? colmar, italy on saturday and kyoto, japan today.



i'll put up pictures. sometimes soon. <3
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Feelin': drained
 
 
Ra
24 May 2008 @ 04:01 am
4 am in the morning  
it's 4 am in the morning, i'm sleepy but couldnt sleep. waiting for part .001 of Higamyu to finish downloading and suddenly i realized i havent done the post on the pictures of my Nilai campus for my blogger will be junior.

anyway, here you go, Jem. and for whoever curious to know how my hellhole nilai college looks like 




OMG! can't my download be a bit faster? i have yet to watch Higamyu! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! and Absolute Boyfriend too! Hiro-san!!!!!!! >.<
the heck man!! 

 
 
Feelin': sleepy
 
 
Ra
03 May 2008 @ 10:44 pm
my weekend  
today i read in the paper that the latest spm graduates and onwards, those who received 9As and above will be getting scholarships from government. internationally and locally.

i'm happy for those people, really, that's good for them, but i do find this is really unfair.

it is so true what people say that living is a bit luckier when the government had their election. my sister received money for getting 8As for PMR last year. I didnt even get any when i got 8 As 4 years ago. And now this. scholarships. wow.

it made me sad because if i had taken my SPM a year later and had the same result i had, i wouldn't have to struggle to get 3.5 for my CGPA so i can apply for scholarship. I also don't have to worry when my CGPA only reached 3.3 and contemplate whether taking PTPTN in the near future is good for me, even though i know very well the consequences of doing so, because i already have scholarship from the government.

but since i wasnt lucky enough to be born a year later, and i wasnt lucky enough to have taken my SPM a year later than i had done, and i wasnt lucky enough to have the election happening in the year i did my exam, i still have to worry about the big amount of money i still need to pursue my degree this july.

the government shouldn't have done this. if they are thinking of doing something good for us people, they have to do it consistently. and i dont care what shit the government might answer to this, i know they sucks. i already know this for years, but now they have really pushed my hatred towards them a level up.

anyway, on a happier note, i have done my own Disney's My weekend. 


 
 
 
Feelin': disappointed
 
 
Ra
29 December 2007 @ 04:23 pm
 

i bought a bokken. it's not with me yet, but i've seen it and it's cool. it's something similiar like this http://www.black-eagle.co.uk/martialarts/Bokken_Black_Oak.jpg but cheaper lol.

everyone in aikido were excited about getting their bokkens and the upcoming MAFEST (martial arts festival) that sensei wanted to do a special class on bokken only. well i'm excited as well, but since i haven't improved since ever i'm not sure whether i'm looking forward for MAFEST or dreading over it.

on the other hand, about aikido too..i just made myself as yaoi otaku known..there's one thing that i want to say before i proceed on embarrasing myself.

in aikido, when two people are fighting, one of them is called uke *snorts* and the other is called nage. the uke *more snorts* is the first attack. the nage defends, and then use some techniques and make the uke falls on his ass. *SNORTSZZ*

see my yaoi otakuness

so it's like uke's the offensive, nage the defensive, and defensive will take over. get it?

anywayyy...so all of us were training and i was with my training partner and this conversation happened

Ra: I uke first, *attacks*
Partner: *defends, do some mad skillzz*
Ra: *falls then stands up again*
Partner: Okay, who's next?
Ra: *nods* okay, now you uke, i seme
Partner: *nods* (only understood the uke part)
Ra: *pauses* *blushes* Oops!! *covers mouth*
Partner: *blinks* what?

i am thankful that my partner is not japanese-fied and knows nothing about yaoi and other stuffs. i'm through corrupting my friends' minds. i've already turned my roommates and classmates to be japanese-fied, manga, anime, tenimyu, tenipuri, yaoi adapted. =.=

on the other note, went to see the TYCA (Thank You Come Again) band jam yesterday night. pics are here.
 
 
Feelin': content
 
 
Ra
25 December 2007 @ 12:49 am
 
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                MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!



ahh...what do you wish for christmas? did it come true? i didnt make any well probably because it's something that will never come true anyway.

going back to nilai tomorrow. it's kinda a mixed feeling since i have so much bottled up inside i need to let it out, but i feel restless too, to leave my house and sisters behind.

had dinner at lang's house tonight. met the others for a while. pics are here. =D

on a side note, just started thinking....are more men turning gay or have more or all women became unattractive? yes i know those BL movies are for the squee...but sometimes you couldn't help but wonder if it is for real or not...BABA TOORU! >_______<

i blame this on tonari no 801-chan
 
 
Feelin': depressed
 
 
Ra
13 December 2007 @ 09:45 pm
 

today went out with sis to see

[info]akenosamaand get the uniform and wig from her. saw her and she dragged us all over ss2 since she has to get some of her stuff all over town. hehe. then went to her house, and got the stuff and cut my wig.

 

picspam1 )

then went to mid valley to get MIDORI-CHAN!! ()>.<() ahh..kawaii, kawaii midori-chan. <3 I will explain more about her tomorrow, along with my RAINBOW collectionnnnn!!

anyway..then on our way back after buying midori chan, i saw lang. i was on the escalator going down and he was there looking around. i shouted but he didn't hear. then i ran after him..

Ra: LANNG!!!!
Lang: *was walking with (whom ra had just noticed) ruben, eugene, jy and amir*
Ra: EUGENE! JY!!
guys: *were busy talking to each other*
Ra: *ran* *extended her hand and grabbed Lang's shoulder*
guys: *turned* hey!
Ra: *pants*

haha..yeah it happened like that. lol. it was kinda funny since last night i was just telling jana how long i haven't seen them. and then, there they were. =) yay.

went back home and tried on the outfit and the wig. the wig took some time to adjust it since it was my first time but then it was okay. and then the clothes.

and the embarassing thing happened...my pants were tight. real tight. so tight i had to wiggle my way in and the area around the hips felt like it was going to burst at any moment. i couldnt even button it. >.< the shame. straight away i took my old spandex and wore it. it was easy to get in and it did feel tight but much better than before.

wanted to buy another pants since it looked like a guy's secondary school uniform pants. but deng said buy if ONLY it has the same colour as the top. i'm going to look tomorrow, but if i can't find..i guess it'll be fine with the pants now and the spandex.

shame on me for pigging. =.=


 
 
Feelin': creative
 
 
Ra
04 November 2007 @ 12:09 am
pasta night  

tonight i had dinner with the gang at italiannies the garden mid valley. i called up like more than 20 people, but only 10 (plus me) showed up. it was a little sad, but then, i found out that the guys, isaac, jy, amir and ruben missed watching an important football match to come for the dinner. jy said something that meant sacrificing something for something, but i cant remember the words now. no, i do not have short term memory lost. what were we talking about?

anyway, even with 10 people, it was nice. with the girls, shal, py, steph, su yi and aruna, who all gave me birthday presents, it was a simple birthday celebration, even with the italiannies crew singing the birthday song, but i enjoyed it. <3 even though we discussed a lot about sex and hymens and more sex.

when we were paying the bills, somehow we ended up with extra RM28, and ruben, isaac and suyi told me to keep the money as 'going out fund', which was created at that moment. the money that we can use to pay for dinners to come. 

i asked isaac for a lift but before going back, all of us just fooled around in the now empty mall. somehow i managed to did shihonage on ruben, to tell him that i will aikido him if he took advantage of suyi while sending her home, in which he replied by giving me a hug and said, 'this is nicer.' lol.

isaac managed to sent me back to my house, without us getting lost, and i dont think they had trouble going back to bangsar from my hutan. good good.

thank you, you guys for coming! <3

i think you already know where this link leads to... 

 
 
Feelin': awake
Jammin': Ne-Yo-because of you
 
 
Ra
01 November 2007 @ 09:50 pm
today in history  
1. i turned 18. I'M LEGAL! sort of.

2. first time went out together with aliah and alya. was lot of fun! 

3. first time karaoke-ing. it was fun! and expensive. =.=  pics are here baby! 

4. first time shopping in miss selfridge.

5. first time spent almost RM 300 on one day.

6. first time buying make up by myself. (before was with mom)

7.first time i realized michael jackson-thriller can serve as a song that can make people want to go crazy singing.

8. listened to Ikenai Taiyo for so many times that i lost count. if it was Orange Range singing it, they'd probably cough up blood from 
singing it over and over and over.

9. first time i'm not gonna bother to desribe the outing i had today, because it involved seeing two UIA guys that I DO NOT WANT TO SEE IN MY REAL LIFE, because i'm too tired. it was fun. and fun. and fun. and now i'm broke.

10. an irony happened. you know the girl that became headline after hui yee, the second heart transplant patient, Siti Salmah who begged for a lung donor? Yeah, well I don't like her since the first time I saw her on paper. She looked like the typical malay girls who spent all their times on their looks (this was actually proven in her pictures if you look carefully). 

the irony? my dad is going to save her life tonight. doing the operation on her. and on MY BIRTHDAY too. 

huh.

what a day.
 
 
Feelin': confused
Jammin': Orange Range-Ikenai Taiyo
 
 
Ra
28 September 2007 @ 11:06 pm
chilis nite  

today, from campus, i went to mid valley for dinner. well, supposedly.

it was a farewell dinner for janaardhan who's going to russia tomorrow, saturday, to pursue his medical studies.

i was super super excited that day because i havent seen the gang for a month plus, and shan is back from australia and i havent seen her since july and i was excited to show my new glasses and handphone and was EXTREMELY excited with the outfit i was wearing. (fine it was borrowed, but it made me really excited because for a person who planned this on the go, the clothes did really look good fine, i'm acting like atobe-sama)

but of course, when something goes well, something bad is bound to happen.

and it did.

but let's start when i arrived. it was one heck of a ride from campus (and it charged rm 10 nonetheless!). traffic jam all the way and by the time we arrived (me, aliah and alya) it was already 6.30. aliah and alya took cab to tropicana and i quickly changed and went to harvey norman to print the pics for jana's farewell gift.

met shan and was surprised that both of us sisters were wearing the same type of outfit. then with the pics, we went to mph, bought a photo album, a few nice papers and began arranging the pictures. it took an hour and by the time we finished it was already 8.30.

then we rushed to chilis, hoping that everyone was there, seated and ordered. but nope. not all of them were there, and everyone was outside, waiting for tables and of course, no one ordered. and it took like another hour for everyone to turn up, find chairs and tables and ordered. (even then, the group was separated)

during that time, i was excited to see my friends, but after a while it kinda died down. the wait was exhausting and i was already tired from campus and preparing the gift. not to mention i havent eaten anything (only broke my fast with ice lemon tea) and the bruises on my hips and legs from aikido training didnt help and thinking about the fardhu ain exam the next day was stressing.
needless to say i became my own party pooper.

madam was sweet enough to buy me a sponge cake for me to munch while waiting, but other than i was really turning moody. i mean i knew it was jana's farewell dinner and we should all be in happy happy mood, but i really really, despise the organization of the dinner. for me, (the organizer freak) the preparation for the night was really messy. they thought 17 people were coming, but turned out 25 had come. and how can it be called a gathering when the group is separated?

so yeah, i was as jy said it, "emo".

but while there, i did find out about kabilan's and stephanie's problems and it made me really sad. kabilan wasnt there and everyone was talking about him. apparently he is a allergant (sp?) baby, but it's only kicking in now. they said he became thinner, but kabilan is already thin to begin with, how much slimmer can he get?

ruben said he wanted to visit him, but knowing kabilan, he'd hate having everyone pitying him. but still, i do want to see him.

and stephanie. she was there, and i was shocked to see her swollen face. she had a chubby face, but her body is as slim as before. i thought she was stung by a wasp or something, but then she said she was on steroid and i became more shock.

turned out that she has kidney problem and one of the main veins is blocked so she cant receive 100% of the proteins in the body. she has to do blood thinning and have steroid injected into her, because of that. it's kinda really sad, knowing how she had lost her mom this year and have this happening to her too. but in a way, i really respect her for staying so strong.

anyway, by 10.30 they had only started ordering. and mom was already pissed off that i havent return home, so yeah, thats what i had to do.

overall, physically, mentally and emotionally exhaustions put aside, i was really glad to see the gang and janaardhan. madan looks energetic than usual, ruben looks different (maybe the result of his gym-going days?), shawn looks like a typical university guy (the hairstyle included), permesh reminded me of house, the tv series and shan has lost her indian side, and looks 100% australian now.

took pics of course. that's a must. it's here.

now waiting for jana to call and study fardhu ain. haish.

but..

tomorrow's eugene's birthday and shan's coming over to my house for dinner. yay. =)

 
 
Feelin': gloomy
 
 
 
 

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